He might be too enthusiastic, he might be weak, and he might be overactive. But he's trying to be part of this world of flying. He never die out his passion. Learnt himself that he's going for his dream, and Flying is every pilot's soul. He wants to be a pilot no matter what, because he likes to fly. Outgoing as well to meet all friends throughout the whole world. And that he is me :)

Sunday, March 25, 2012

A anxiety that brings me disappointment

I wonder today, am I really that wrong to you, my parents? Bringing Dennis to airport helping to watch the car and while teaching Physics on board. Isn't that difficult for them to analyze? Two cars going on the same trip and the same return journey back to home. what's the difference? And I was being scolded for nothing due to the fact that I bring Dennis for going airport. isn't that awkard and unlogic? The truth is, when I go to China, everyone sat on one car and I'm the only one left in the other car. what's the point? I'm really innocent when I tell myself not to grudge and gloomy. But the fact is, I'm disappointed on what they said for bringing a friend on trip. Please, what are the wrongs I made? I opted there's solution I faced in this real life, where all human beings really lost the humans' ability to learn good. My guardian, whom I really loved for, watching her as my closest, was criticized as well. Asking, you can stay up to one week is it?

I have strong relationship between me and her, and you, as my parents telling that whether she can hold up to one week? If you don't know the downside of her, please, don't simply say. Only those who learnt other people's feeling, emotion and tears can truly open her heart. And I'm the one who can. Because I gotta tell you, only me can open because I have reached that far. And yet, what you know about? Think before you speak. What if you change the position with her? And other people criticized the same way as you did?

Lastly, I hate those people who want to win their own way. Is not because you want to win, you bring out so many reasons to me. If you want to listen peoples' idea, let people finish before you continue. I was always being mumbered until the edge of the cliff, and raising up the white flag.

Questions always remain in my mind while I thought of it. My friends and other people do want to listen to my opinion before they give their reasons, and at the same time, I could listen to them attentively. But my parents case was different, I'm standing in the midst of nowhere and a fire raged out of a sudden, and I have to be burnt till no bones left in the burnwood. So what it means is you WILL get opportunity to speak on your opinion, but the opinion is always opposed and the willingness to win the war. Just tell me, my parents, Am I so wrong to you in the end? Am I too naive and stupid to you? Am I so wrong to bring Dennis to fetch you parents? Am I unlogic? If no, you think about yourself.


My Parents, I'm as your son, you don't really appreciate what he done? Do you ever think what's behind  of his logic and knowledge? what's the point you talk about it? Feeling great? let's see about that.

And Dennis, I'm really sorry that they had spoken to you on that way. I'm truly sorry. I wish this world is of perfection and peace. But in the end, I failed to do so. For my bloggers, sorry that I had bring out this matter into this blog, but its the only way to bring me from striving any further.

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